hi. you don't have to read this if you don't want to. but i need to write it down. i am in love. i don't find this a fun feeling? i am seventeen. i wish i was being boy crazy and naive; that deep down i wasn't in love. sucks that this isn't true. sucks that i have been in love with a boy since i was thirteen. sucks that he didn't know my name for a long time whilst i already felt these horrid feelings for him. sucks that now, i think he loves me too. for probably six months now? we have kissed and such. he probably thinks i hate him? i wish i did hate his guts. love makes me feel all queasy like i am going to throw up.
x. lauren.
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